Recovering from EVERYTHING:)

If you are special in a way, sometimes some people just jealous at you and would love love love to bring you down. I think it's natural in a way because some girls just tend to have jealousy one another. But sometimes their crucial comments just get to you. This morning I was doing my aerobic, then afterwards I heard a group of high school girls behind me talking. "I'm fat! I'm fat! Do you think I'm fat?" "No you're not. Oh wait. See that girl in that orange shirt? She's so skinny. I wanna be like her!". And right away I know that THE GIRL IN THE ORANGE SHIRT is my friend, and I think she's a model and she's super skinny. It's impossible if it's not genetic that we'll have a body like that. 

I think girls should realize that we have different shapes and sizes. We have different looks, we have different lives. And we are all BEAUTIFUL. We are special in a way and we should not talk trash about other girls. I mean, as a girl you will be upset if someone says bad things behind your back. We have to be thankful for what we are. We're going to live just once, and we have to live to the fullest.

THAT'S what I learn recovering from anorexia. I know that my super skinny body didn't make me happy. Being in love, hanging out with friends, eating good food, doing sports and make friends, shopping, and not thinking about body and weight all the time is the happiness beyond words and beyond everything. I love my life:)