I believe that we cant find a bestfriend, not a close friend, but BESTFRIEND, easily. A person with ability to accept whoever you are, and believe you and be there for you when everybody turns against you.
I have this friend and we've been really close. I never see her again from the day I went to Singapore, but I met her recently. It's weird that she seems to avoid all my calls and my texts. Turns out, a friend told me that some people told her that I was spreading rumours about her. Well, I was in shock because I didn't even start it, I didn't even know! I heard people telling me bad things about her, like, everybody back in high school but back then, I didn't even believe it. But now, she didn't even ask me what happens and she judged me like that. I know everyone's talking, but hey, I KNOW I DIDN'T. I've been hanging out with a bunch of different friends that don't even know her. What's the point? I explained to her but she didn't believe me. What a friend, right? I didn't push her to believe me, I've explained that's it. She asked me to meet her and some people who told her, but what's the point. Somebody told me to grow up and talk to her, and better be enemies with those bad people. But WHAT'S THE POINT? I don't want to give a damn about things I don't even know. I know I'm right, and I'm not the one who supposed to chase her around and say SORRY. I'm going to remain silent, do nothing, and for those who wants to give a damn about that, be it. Go ahead. But not me.
Anyway, my bestest friend is coming in July. YAYYYYY:)
Now, she's a BESTFRIEND. And I really really miss her.
